Echoes

Was paying for mistakes unmade
And now that I've made them
It's clear the path was laid.
Once languishing in the unknown
Now lurched into reality's zone
Unsure exactly how to feel;
Anger sadness, pity, hate
I want to reach out, but it's too late.

Echoes began to precede my voice
You kept me blind, I had no choice
And I helplessly wait for
The wave to swallow me.
And silently implore
While you cowardly flee.
Every form of logic sways me
And my idle mind betrays me.

Unpleasant Anniversary?

It's been two year since Miss Anelalea cut me loose.

Last year I really struggled with remembering the circumstances, but this time 'round I almost let the whole day pass without remembering what happened.

I admit, there are still times thoughts of the woman make me mad, but I've vastly improved.

Time heals all wounds right?



Anela, I'll never forget you or what you did, but I'm going to do well and be happy.

Big Mistake!

My skin is seared! Let's just say, when I went tanning yesterday and the person behind the counter talked me into upgrading to a better bed for the day. BIG MISTAKE. I am totally burned! I'm so mad, I had such a beautiful glow and now I'm gonna peal!

This is the second snag for my vacation; the first being the week I was sick. I'm bracing myself for number 3 because we all know that bad things happen in 3's.