Sweet Agony

It's a beautiful image my mind can see
A lovely thought that's not meant to be
Reality can never quite compare
With my imagination's colorful flare

Oh, the sweet agony, when I picture you there
The color of your eyes as I helplessly stare
The visions that paint across my mind
Only heighten the pain I quickly find.

And yet my sufferings small in compared
To the option of actually having you there

First-time Uncle

Well it's official. As of 12:25am today I'm an Uncle.

My sister Jade gave birth to Noah Matthew Little after 7 hours of induced labor. He exhibits all the features she hoped for: her small ears, his dad's eyelashes, and her family's full lips.

Forbidden

My friend David and I decided to try and find the club Forbidden in Scottsdale. This time we found it (the people who gave us directions before didn't know what they were talking about :P )

It was lots of fun, the DJ was great! He played all good mixes and songs (which is super rare). There were also a a lot of creative lighting effects and a drag show.

Now, I enjoy drag shows just as much as the next gay guy, but for god's sake...limit it to 1 hour TOPS! We watched it for 2 straight hours and it was still going when we left. Silliness.

Jockey Joe rides off into the sunset

Jockey Joe and I split up today.

It had something to do with him thinking that he'd never be able to do anything right in my eyes.

It needed to end, but funny thing is that I thought it was working. At least it was a lot more workable than my previous relationships.

Evidently I'm closer to giving up on my relationship ideals than he is.