willful

willing to do everything
except for what it takes
wanting more than a fling
words are all he makes

I try to be mean
he comes for more
I try to be nice
an'e wonders what for

unwilling to change
but demands I do
it sounds a bit strange
and yet it's true

Unpleasant Anniversary?

It's been two year since Miss Anelalea cut me loose.

Last year I really struggled with remembering the circumstances, but this time 'round I almost let the whole day pass without remembering what happened.

I admit, there are still times thoughts of the woman make me mad, but I've vastly improved.

Time heals all wounds right?



Anela, I'll never forget you or what you did, but I'm going to do well and be happy.